Help me start a family!!! Pleasee

Hi my name is Stephenie i am 35years young and i am in lgbtq... Ever since I was younger I have always wanted a family. Since 2011 I was on my death bed due to my intestinal issues. I have so much scar tissue in my abdominal area from having surgeries and having emergency surgeries. I was told years after I had them that I would not be able to have any kids unless I had help with ivf. I am a hard worker I take care of everyone else and everything I feel like I may never be able to start the family my heart desires... this has been so depressing and so hard on me... I am missing one of my folpen tunes I had to have that removed due to p.i.d... I am asking and begging to get help so I can be come a mother before it's to late... my birthday is May 26th. I would do anything before I can start this before Christmas... please I hope you might be able to find it in your heart to help me with my road to becoming a mommy.... this is all I have ever wanted....