Baby dreams for the New Year 2023

Hello, my name is Jessica. I have unexplained fertility & on a journey to conceive with God's grace. I just turned 40 & have been on the ivf journey pretty much alone for almost 1yr. In that time I had an embryo transfer with 2 normal tested girl embryos, but it was not in my favor that time. They both are gone. With much sadness, I press on for another round of treatments. Unfortunately I have exhausted all funds I had saved & am in alot of debt right now. I just can't give up my dream though. I know the holidays can be hard for some & this year I couldn't help the sadness looking at the Christmas tree lights & playing old songs that bring back happy memories. So here I am with an open heart & such hope for the coming year.